Ever want to liberate yourself from all social connections?

If you are hurting, you'll end up hurting other people, because people are connected, emotionally. Be them your friends, your family or relatives. I wonder sometimes why I have to be a such a nuisance to everybody. I want to sometimes liberate myself and cut down all the social entanglements. Me suffering alone is enough. It annoys me that I will always end up hurting others because I cannot control myself. I want to be completely alone.